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In the Dark

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The broken clock is a stranger
The absence of measured ticks
Keeps me lost in a silence
That used to be brief

Now its only my breath
Fogging up the glass
My vision filled
With man's starlight

The darkness between lamps
Reflects the chasm in me

I've found my smiles
I've found my loves
I've cried my tears
But I'm still bleeding
My cuts have healed
My voice is strong
My will like never before
But I'm still pleading...

Sleepless nights are so common
Filled with escape
And doubts
Laying still in the dark

Quietly breathing...

Its not like I'm lost
Wandering through life
My grip is strong
I'm not falling anywhere

Quietly breathing...

But I see the ugly truth of life
Of what it means to be us
And I wonder if we're meant to fade someday
Into the dark

Every star eventually goes out
Is shining so bright
Worth that honest pain?

Is this the end...
Hardly breathing...
Pain deeper than a broken heart

I've found my smiles
I've found my loves
I've cried my tears
But I'm still bleeding
My cuts have healed
My voice is strong
My will like never before
But I'm still pleading...

Quietly breathing....
How to explain this....

I can't. If you read it, and don't understand...it's not something I can explain to you in a few short words. 

Anyone who knows me, knows I'm a bitter person. I get angry quickly. I dis-like injustices. I champion the rights of animals...and inside, the rights of the insane. 

I am of the opinion that no one is born a good or bad person - our family, our friends, our community...they are what will guide us to a decision in life where we choose to be good or bad. We will be influenced. Coerced, manipulated, abused, harassed. Even if it's in a loving manner. And I know this opinion will rub some individuals the wrong way...but we've all done it. Judged. Bullied. Had impure thoughts. Chose ourselves over another. 

Ultimately, you choose who you will be. You choose to pull the trigger, or extend a helping hand. Your choice. 


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